Foresee

tell me i'm wrong.

i foresee myself thrown to the edge, while watching others laughing and smiling and talking happily with joy, enjoying each others' companies.

i'm a bad human being.

i saw myself being left out.  

i saw me being judged, being punished.


and i cried my heart out, but no one's paying any heed. cuz it's none of anyone's interest. none.

Alone

Sometimes when you get used to people leaving you, you wonder if you're actually not a good human, that even the Divine spirit doesn't want anyone to be near you.